no complaints(:

i feel so much better.
i love life, God gives me so much that i take too much for granted.
i need to start to sitback and appreciate what i really have<3

(:

out of all people my dad made my day today.

so ive been home all day sick.
super bored, even watched an episode about obese kids on oprah. i swear i teared up -_-
then my dad came home hours later so we went to yoshinoya cause i was craving it(: then went to ikea and shoppped. then went to buy socks cause i needed it. then he topped it off by taking me grocery shopping at my favorite market :D
teehee<3 well hopefully im all better by tomorrow. bye cutes<3

lately ive been tired& uninspired.

this month is almost over):
june went by too fast, meaning that schools that much closer to starting
so this summer so far doesnt even feel liek summer. ive been at school for the most part, which i should be getting away from. anyways i feel full and tired and sick and sore. blah and ive been missing so much ohwells. but ive been getting closer to God& have been catching up on some QT. & so much for transformers today): well i have to this weekend(: anyways bye cutes!<3






hmmm so much catching up to do.

yay, summerschool weekend(:

this week has felt so long, and it doesnt feel the least bit liek summer besides the cute weather(: so i still wake up all early at 6:30 in the morning to get ready for SCHOOL. and being stuck in the same class for 5 hours is such a DRAGGG even if it is photography. its only been 4 days and it feels like ive been taking this class for months already. well i guess its alright since all we really do is play squares(:

anyways so today i ended up falling asleep on the floor with a jacket on under no shade wearing my volleyball stuff while tennis was practicing in the courts and while volleyball was in the gym. hahaha i probably looked like some crazy girl who knocked out or something. so im pretty excited for the weekend(: even if nothings really planned for me, im looking foward to sleeping in and all that good summer stuff. OH& now that the sun is out, its even better<3
OHHH& grades came in and my grades apparently arent the best. i KNOW i couldve done better, but i obviously was slacking offf. im pretty sure my blogs from the last weeks of school were all about how distracted i was. yeah i know, i suck but whatevers. i guess i just needa really start workingworking next year. anyways, im bored(: someone entertain me. well bye cutes!


OHHHH& im out on texting kids): unless your verizon. so i guess we'll have to hit eachother up the good old way while i getta hear your cute voices(:

&&& thanks for all the happybirthdays(: you guys are the cutest<3

ALMOST fifteeeeeeeen(:

so everythings been really stressful now days. but hey its summmer(:
so this weekend was a complete blur to me. friday went out to suzies house for movie night which was funn. saturday stayed home? i dont remmber. but i recall getting into a fight with my daddy -_- and yesterday was my birthday party(:
so my mommy was COMPLETELEY controlling of my party hahah she made sure there were vegetables served along with all the other food and made sure that there were more than enough chairs and blahblahblah. super annoying, but whatevers i still love her<3 so it was really good, at least i had fun(: LAKERS WONNNNNN<3 i wuv them. then went to go to beverlys house and get twister with bryan beverly& isaac<3 it really felt liek old times when isaac used to live down the street and bryan lived like 4 houses up mine. we used to bust missions errday and just jump on isaac's trampling for HOURSSSSS. mmm, i miss the old times. well came back and chillled. then went to the park(: and then came back to play sardines! no one could find us :D then went back home and got caked like 5 times): played TWISTER, and fell on my face BAHAHAH. well overall it was real fun<3 thanks everyone, your the best<3

then today went to summerschool -_- tired as tired gets. then volleyball freshmen camp(: hi joanne! hahah she was my freshman for the day, blah i feel weird to think that im a sophmore.

ANYWAYS now i feel uber fat, i think ill go to the gym in a few. hahah mahalkitacuties<3
tomorrow, i have no idea whats in store.

yummysummer(:

so school officially ended yesterday! wooo, no more finals. but i learned a lot freshman year(: i met some of the bestest people this year and i know that for the most part theyre gonna be there for me for the next three years and after. i remmeber on the first day of school me and jinny were pretty sad that we only had one class together and boy i was so naive. haha aww this year was cute. so for the last few weeks of school, ive been slackinn off & i really hope it didnt show through my grades. i really really hope my grades are the same, which i doubt. blah more grade hiding):
now that its officially summer, im superrrrr excited. that somewhat includes summerschool next week -_- mmm, but im gonna catch up with some good old friends. & that includes charrise and danielle(: teehee i miss them like a cuhhrap load and i havent seen charrise since FIRST grade. were gonna have our little reunion and its gonna be like the good ol' times in first grade when we would do the silliest things like playing barbie over the phone and doing follow the leader errday<3 well besides ontario friends, i needa catch up with others too(: with besties, of course. tonights gonna be funn with emm. and a few kids here and there, they know who they are. OHHH& i think josh is coming back this summer? yay, havent seen him since 7th grade. well, plenty more to do this summer.

mmmmmmmmmmmmm, so derrickfisher<35114383651 has the cutestest smile ever.
anywyas i think i needa get ready to go to cms -_- bye cuties<3

onemoreday(:

so finals sucked.
and tomorrows finals are gonna suck.

but after tomorrow its all over(:
i forget that schools even ending.
anyways i hate how i can never study ):

the weather better brighten up!
ilykaybye<3

do you do you got a first aid kit handy?

yayayay! even if i have school again next week -_-
mmmmmkay, so i think ive been eating to much pb&j.
okay so let me count, ive had aboutttt ummm one for breakfast, one for lunch, and one for a snack, and one for dinner(: hahaha for some reason i could eat it alldayerrday and never get sick of it. so today was good i guess, until it somewhat started to go bad? i didnt do so good on my pig practical): but i guess thats what i deserve for not studying as much as i should have.
so volleyballmeeting today was pretty intense? idk, so much drama between paul and whatnot. hahah i left my bag outside, so kevinko brought it in for me during the meeting(: "ummm, is there a reason why a boy just left a purse in my room?" hahahhaha it was way funny at the moment(:
mmm, so this weekend was chill wigetesbirthdayweekend(: and looking at the pictures we took i look like a fatugliness big time. hahha well anyways, no time for stress cause my birthdays next week(: and i cant look ugly for that or summer!
i think its the weirdest thing how i lose weight when im not even trying and when i actually try, working out and what not i end up gaining -_- howweird.

lala i should be studying for finals or somehtng, but im lazy. im screwed, i have the worst studying habits which isnt helping my grades. im watching damaged-danitykane(: i remember when i was sickk of this sonng from being way overplayed. whatever happend to them?

anyways i need to stop being a lazy bum and start caring about my grades, apparently the way i look&sit hahaha, and start figuring what i should do for my birthday

okay i think im gonna clean my room for starters(:

imreadyset

for summer(:
even if summers not so ready, i am!
so the weathers been helllla whackk now days but so
has school, so im excited to get this year overwith.

pig practical tomorrow, fml i dont know anything about pigs to save my life besides that i look like one. i neeeda focus on studying but ehhh, ive been such a lazydaze now days. so lakers are on right now, and im pretty sure they got this<3 anyways back to school, so today was super empty without the seniors. i never knew there were that many :O anyways im finally starting to stress now after seeing other people stress this whole weeeek, and boy it doesnt look so pretty. but after tomorrow it should all be good(: besides finals and what not im looking foward to the rest. well anyways i feel full and lazy, maybe ill study sometime soon hopefully. anyways bye cuties<3


thatswssup<3695674

its june(:

not so much joy at this point, but im WAYYY ready for summer!
so schools being annoying with all the work i needa get done as of now. zertuche's going crazy with homework out of nowhere, WILBURITA smells more than ever IHATEPIGS!, math review is so much work, i needa do my poetry shirt, and romeo&juliet's cute yet is heckkaboring and is too hard to understand. and i get all this work now that schools almost over and now that im starting to get REAL lazy. OH& finals next week? ugh im screwed all my grades are liek borderline letters. but i think im dealing with it all pretty goood(: wait nvm scratch that, so ive been procastinating way too much and ive been dozing off with other stuff, but hey schools almost over right?
SUMMERSUMMERSUMMER, when will you come! and ive come to find out that summer school starts the week right after school ends, leaving me like 4 days of a break -_- LOL and summer school starts even earlier than a normal day. but i guess it should be easy and fun since its photo and my bestfraand is in the same class as me this summer(: OHHHHH, and my laptop was taken away today for the rest of the summer! so i guess i wont be on as much anymore, but i guess i needed it.
well ENOUGH school talk!
okay so as of now, idontknowanymore(: i think things are ugly now but whatevers, we'll see what happens. ohh& i got my cutelittleletter(: teehee. well i dont feel like blogging about specifics on days, so im gonna go do my homework like a good asian -_- byecuties<3

P.S. i think we should catch up soon(:
P.P.S. thanks alan the cutest 3rdgrader for my squirtel pokemon card!
P.P.S.S. your all i ever wanted(;
P.P.P.S.S. i think the weather should stay like this forever how it is now :D