procastinating(:

teeehee


&&gotta love them no matter how weird they can get!



& just a few i can spit(:
Best Friends Forever

A laugh comes by,
A tear we cry,
We stick it through together,
Now and forever,
Best friends I love more than ever.

Could This Be Right?

We’ve talked for hours,
Days and nights,
But I think again,
Could this be right?
We talk past ten,
Butterflies still pass me then,
Maybe just maybe,
Something just might ignite.

guess what? chickenbutt! teehee(:

today was pretty fun&chill(:
mainly because im pushing everything back, and i have tons to do tomorrow): for one, i failed my worldhistory test already, sure i sound pessemistic but thats reality, i havent studied and all the religion stuff is confusing me. i have far much more to do on my poetry folder which is due on friday including my readinglog.
anyways so tuesday consisted of:
-school which was super slow, no latestart):
-walked to cedarlane and it was useless seeing that they were on lockdown, but had fun playing the rockgame we'd play errrday and talking about the good ol' stuff that ran down there
-and i dont remember the rest of yesterday.

wednesday:
-distracted the whole day(:
-AHHHHH, romeo&juliet is boring, but somewhat cute?
-setting up for tomorrow's rally :D
that toook longer than i thought, but it was all fun yet hardwork.
met some korean kids, and martin says that im his future shadow and im his favorite?haha

and now im stuck with loads of homework thats due): woopdeedo
adios cuties<3

good ol' sundays<3

woke up at 7:50 but i wanted my 10 extra minuites of sleep and ended up waking up at 9:10 -__- so i got a mornaaang text from gracechang saying that she woke up all late too woohooo just my luckk(: so got ready for church, and picked up grace from her place and went to church off from there. went to thirdservice and had some fellowship after. found out that some two boys were siblingsssss, never woulda guessed! then went out to sportschallet and got me some desent kneepads for volleyball(: OHHBOY, and i saw my wittocruiser<3 hopefully my mommy knows to get me it for my birthday! then went out for in-n-out, boy that stuff is good i havent had a burger from there in the LONGESTTTTTT time ever. got home and took a breaaak. then me&my mommy went to the library to get the the clique book P.S. I Loathe You, YAYAY, hahah the only book i enjoy reading. then went to albertsons to buy the good stuff for family dinner<3 came home, helped cook, took the trash out FOR ONCE, and cleaned! even my dad was liek whats with your good personality today?
My cute little grandparents came over<3 had dinner and conversated. theyre the cutestest, hahah they still hold hands and my grandma acts like a cute little girl while my grandpa acts liek hes pimpinn' with his little mercedees and what not(: well dinner was goodie i think i gained like 32948320148 pounds on me today. well then went over to sylviatwinzzy's place and played CHUBBYBUNNY! played like 3 rounds? idk but i could only fit in 5 ): same as last time. boohooo well then went into the pool all cold with sylvia's dog all over our legs. it was cuteee(: then we watched a cutteeee ol' movie called Goodnight Stories with nutella<3 idk but it was cute. & ashley laughed like 3291473947 times over that indian boyhahah then talked and what not for a while & sylvias daddy dropped me off(: suprisingly my parents didnt even seem to notice i was out :O well that was cuteeeee(: and now im bored being fulll

yayay im so happy theres no school tomorrow, this is how it should always be. its all relaxing, lovelove 3dayweekends<3 hahah even if i have no idea what im doing tomorrow. anyways i think today was a good day to do some catching up(: ilovetwinzyyy,mslak,ashleyy i think you make me go pee, graceeee, and my familyy<3

i should seirously stop talking such great people for granted, time flies and people will come and go, so might as well make the most of it while there here. well im feelin' extra fat but not lazy. hahah fml anyways im gotta blast kaybye<3

tired, sore,

but 3 day weekend makes it sound all better<3

even if i have no idea what imma do this weekend. anyways so tonight i have no idea whats going down. i have a terrible random headache when i was perfectly fine earlier. i better not be getting sick. anyways i think schools ending in a few weeks, and boy its not getting any easier. ohwells this headache isnt making anything better lol hoepfully this weekend is gonna be fun, my grandmas leaving for the WHOLE summer? yay? idk ohwtf im the worst grandaughter. anyways im off kaybye<3

so i guess

twinzzy knows me best[:

blah my foot keeps falling asleep and i need to get more sleep.
anyways today was pretty chilll i guess? gettysmuseum wasnt as bad as i thought it be besides the tour guide who'd talk 15 mins for EACH PICTURE! & ralphy's a fatty :D
then asb meeting which was fun[: met the committee and boy i suck at memorizing names]:

and so at this rate, i think i needa get working. hahah i gave up on homework and i have so much to do now that the school year is almost over. anyways im even lazy to write in this hahawell kaybye<3

honestly, i think

you make me feel sick.

whateverss, im over it[: hahha

OH& HAPPYBIRTHDAYBRYAN!
today was super fun and our countdown for our 21st bday, your dad owes us vegas drinks ;D ahhaha

anyways, i should be doing my conets project hahah welllkaybye<3

i hate how

one thing can totally ruin your day.

wow, i dont plan on getting used to this.

on a good note,
i was sitting under the shade, then austin comes and brings my vollleyball. so hes four and he looks at my ball and sees the writing, it says my name all over it. so he looks at it all curiously and hes like what does that say? i say,"thats my name!" he goes "OH, your name?! GOODJOB!" with the most shocked look on his face. hahahha hopefully thats not supposed to mean that hes shocked that i know how to write my name.
anyways, we were at the park for SEVEN hours that happens to be the hottest day of the week. wasnt as bad as i thought it be. played volleyball with my family and apparently my mom got worse compared to the time when she was once in highschool. anyways im sore and i have a cut and i dont feel like being at home. whatevers im outieskaybye<3

thankful[:

so today was pretty boring. i had homework basically from every class, which is a rare. i havent had homework for like the past week for some strange reason, but no complaints ! so during worldhistory we had to watch some movie called "Promises." and its about 7 kids from israel, and boy it must really suck for them. like honestly, i think i have it hard, but if you compare their lives to mine, they have it horrible.
its these things that make me realize all the good things in life. and ive been turning away form God too. i neeeeda get back on track, and learn to not take so much for granted. i always seem to find myself striving to get what i want, but like the kids there live with a constant struggle. mine happens to be dissecting a pig and such -_-
i sorta wanna go onto the LA mission trip that our church is having, but i dont htink i can go cause of summerschool and volleyball and what not. eitherway, i think im sick of school. my last few blogs were about how i didnt want it to end, but as of now, its all whatevers. this whole week has felt liek a drag, and ive been waiting for friday which is like 15 minuites away. hopefully tomorrows goodstuff[: anyways im craving icecream hahah well im off kaybye<3

yippeeyiyay :D

so my orthodontic or whatever you call it says in 2 months he'll see if i can get my braces offfff :B hahah finally! well idk, thats what he said MONTHS ago, so i guess we'll see.
so yesterday was pretty random haha school was pretty chill[: and umm took the the bus to westcovina and came back and watched a cutesey little movie :D i think it was called something about ghost boyfraaaaands. well anyways, jinny snuck in, thats a first.
as for today, worldhistory project at suzie's casa later, should be fun/ boring. i dont even know goldemeir? wow i dont even know her name. anyways lame ol' projects. i think now that school's almost over, im getting even more work on my hands. were starting PIG DISSECTION SOON fmlfmlfml. it looks and sounds wayyy disgusting. and from dissecting a frog in 7th grade, i dont think i everever wanna do it again. so from how i remember it, i almost cried when our science teacher just tossed the DEADUGLY frog onto our pan. we all flipped. hahah and beverly got a fever. anyways i guess ill just have to make the most out of this year.

so school currently consists of
- conics project -_-
- korean project
- world history project
- dissection
- finals to be soon ]:

- and plan my bday party on the side, thats if i have one.

and i think thats about it wow fml haha and HOPEFULLY i can pick up my bio grade seeing that my grade in that class has been the same for the WHOLEEEE year.
ohwells im looking foward to summer<3 i heard theres an asb summer camp[:
and umm im gonna have to learn how to play my game of basketball, volleyball camp, and summerschool. oh boy this equals tantantan ]: i like how my tan is now hahha
&& HOPEFULLY my brother with his kind heart will switch rooms with me.
1- he has a biggggger mirror, and mine is way small.
2- its further from my parent's room :P
3- his room seems bigger, maybe its cause he has less stuff in his room, but whatevers
4- i could use the big old thumbtack board he has that takes up a whole wall
5- i hate my room.

OHHH& lakerssss got this[: <3
and fuhhhhhhhreakn manny shoulda been smarter than that.
hes not coming back till JULY -_-

anyways im offf,kaybye<3

fun in worldhistory -_-




bus rides[:

come to realize,

i think things are getting plain now
how boring.
hahah well today was fun? i guess but now its boring hahah
jammmsessions during zertuche's :D i love that sub
anyways thats all i have to say for todayhahakaybye<3

yaymonday :D

so todays really going good so far[:
i woke up to find that my dad was home when i thought id be homealone hahah so widgetes gave me a ride to school& we droppedby to buy donuts since i owed him. i got to school& apparently i lost my phone without even knowing it. so kevin calls and some nice girl gave it back[: then class is whatevers, except it was nerve racking since asb letters were going out today. so kevin happens to get a note in korean and i didnt, hahah it was a bummer, but i didnt feel all too bad. turns out that he made it :D & lunch was pretty chill[: , played ninja, went to korean to clear things up on my grade, and FUHHREAKN minniechelsea&claudia kept messin&made fun of me]: hahah ohwells i still love emm<3 then bio comes around, and we have to do some lab and put our hadn in ice for like THREEMINUITES, KILLER! haha then mrs udeshi tells & gives us letters saying that we made ASB wooohoo now that made my day even better. hahah me & kaylin were all jumping up and down& hugs and what not[: im pretty excited :D
so i texted my mom and all she says is good job hahah and so track is whatevers and luckily beverly ended early to so we walked. i get home and tell my daddy bout asb and hes liek oh okay. hahah then my mom gets home& she congragulates me by saying "Congragulations! one step closer, and lets go to the market!" hahah[: and i have this whole talk with her and somehow we ended up talking about drinking and how ive never drank before and what not. haha turns out my mom was oneee drinkerrr and could take drinks way better than her friends in highschool since she used to drink with my grandpa and her brothers when since elementaryschool! LOLOLOL i love her[: well anyways i dont plan on getting drunk&cuhhhrap anytime soon. & im currently in the convincing of my father to let me get my ears peirced. hahah he said i could get another one but just not where i want it on my ear]: well after that whole talk, im still not gonna give it up[:
so then we go grocery shopping and now were making sushi :D woohooo i love today.
HOPEFULLY ill get my peircing sometime soon & that this week is gonna be just as good as today :D
well im outtttttttttttttttskies kaybye<3

hoedownthrowdown!

i STILL havent seen the hannahmontanamovie yet ]:
alright so this weeek was pretty whatevers, im just glad state testing is OVERWITH! that was suchhh a dragggggg. & i gained a crap load of weight this week!]: LOL so random but its true, cause all the teachers tell me to eat and be full and what not OH& give out freefood so ofcourse ill eat it. hahah just to be the pig that i am[: anyways hopefully ill lose it soon. so lastnight, was pretty fun i guess. ShaiLinne came to our church and started doing some Christian HipHop stuff for us. i thought it was pretty cute. ummmm well idk what else to write]: this week was overall pretty boring. anyways, lets do something today? cause ill probably be bored again too. hahaha well call/text if your up for it[: kaybye<3